Helluvablog

All of a sudden I find Kate Bush playing on media player. I’ve been feeling a bit down this weekend and try as I might I’ve found it quite difficult to be amongst the people I’m usually with. It’s nothing major and I can spot the cause of it easily enough – with the exception of last Monday I’ve been out on the razz every night for the last two weeks. My energy reserves are just about fucked.

I’m trying to live the same sort of lifestyle I led all through my twenties and, while it is possible to visit the past, you can’t stay there for long. I’m a thirtysomething old geezer and my body just can’t take the beating that I used to give it when I was younger and fitter. Not for long at least. So I’ve found myself out with Rachel or Kev or whoever, surrounded by people having fun – the fun that I’m usually a part of – while I just sit think about how good my bed will feel when I get into it.

Need to stay in a couple of nights and sleep.